I am completely dependent on my inner world. If it were to leave me, if it were to break apart and disappear as well, what would I do?

 I am completely dependent on my inner world. I have nothing else. If it were to leave me, if it were to break apart and disappear as well, what would I do? What would become of me? All resources come from within; this Juche-principled economy is not open to trade. Receiving external aid is not even a possibility, for the internal affairs code plainly deems it illegal. The most effective force capable of destroying such a structure is not pain, but exhaustion and doubt—exhaustion is like a race car speeding at full throttle, suddenly slowing and crashing, while doubting oneself is like the gears of an isolationist nation’s economy grinding to a halt.