People see me as disloyal, because I am loyal only to myself.

 In religious and social norms, there is only one form of loyalty: loyalty to others. Whoever does not practice this is automatically considered “bad.” The individual themself is never deeply valued by any ideology—or, at the very least, when compared to systems, they are never the central point. Unsurprisingly, people see me as disloyal, because I am loyal only to myself.