I have the ability to create feeling out of nothingness.

 I have the ability to create feeling out of nothingness. Because to extract nobility from the superficiality that is occupying everywhere, I have to invent the sun with my own hands every day just to keep myself warm. When I speak of creating feeling, I mean that emotions are formed from me, not I from emotions. For example, someone may have said something, but I can deliberately or inadvertently perceive it in a different way, and my reaction may change accordingly. If that person insulted me, I might see it not as derogatory but as a joke, and believe this with complete sincerity. Thus, my reaction would be laughter, not anger. In other words, everything depends not on what is said but on what I hear being said. Whatever I want to see a thing as, that’s what it becomes, and this is my mystical power. Flat people who experience events as they are are prisoners of experiences. But for me, imagination ceases to be imagination, bending reality and taking its place, becoming reality itself. This is not “delusion” but sovereignty of interpretation; it is the most inward and most subjective way of living existence. It’s the recognition that the raw data of life arrive as empty noise until they are filtered, framed, and ultimately authored by a consciousness—me.